still

it is quiet
nothing is happening
quite confused sometimes
is everything ok, simply a season of rest and doing nothing
OR simply i am not listening to His instructions
O God, what is your will!??
Patience, i kept reminding myself
wait for His perfect timing

was pysically ill for two weeks, on and off
didnt know what is wrong
i ask myself, is it worry?
i am not sure
i know He will provide the best for me
i know he loves me very much
i contiually am concious of His presence and love
i am grateful for His love
people that He brought to give me comfort and love
i ask myself, why are you still sick?
it is not usual to be sick for so long
what is happening!?
i look to Jesus
by His strips i am healed

i also realised that many people has fallen ill
the devil is sickening
why is he robbing us of our health?
ahhaha but we continue to praise HIM our Lord
it drives satan crazy
he is so defeated at the cross

Everything is going to be fine
our hope and faith in His unfailing love
preserverance brings character