k gonna make this painless...
been wanting to update my bloggie...but
lOOk at this 'mini essay's' title
will try to compress all i've been wanting to share
many-in-one
whatever random that comes to mind...
i've been having wierd, scary, and some doesnt make sense dreams
i love all these dreams IF only they are meant to communicate
something, from God
i do get some dreams which is influenced by devil. Pisszzz
anywayz...
remember my beloved monkeys??
for those who are confused. i have two TOY monkeys, as in stuffed toys
in one dream, i dreamt that my bigger monkey turned evil
it was horrible. i remembered how wicked it was
i woke up in fear and unease, in the wee hours, and behold
i stared right in the face of my monkey.
since then, for the next few days, i deliberated whether to junk away my precious monkey
i prayed hard, i prayed soft...lol...jesting only ya
i mean i prayed fervently
Q: what can/should i do with my monkey?
that 2? 3? 4? days seems like eternity
THEN
i had another dream.
an answer to my prayers
again i saw my evil monkey...
suddenly waves....hugh waves came and 'drowned' my monkey
my monkey reappeared all drenched and its countenence changed
it regained its cutesy adorable kind look
end of dream.
another dream...this is a really cool one i think
i was lying back down, an evil spirit on top of me
holding me down, i felt suffocated, oppressed.
i was sandwiched. i can't move. no way of escape.
i do not know what to do.
i remember a sense of helplessness.
like. shit. i can't breathe. what to do. what to do.
my mind only thinking about "how now?"
suddenly. my mouth moved. in its own accord!
in a spilt second i realised i was praying in tongues
immediately. yes. immediately the oppressed feeling was lifted
i am still staring right in the face of the evil spirit (inches away) but
it can no longer harm me
end of dream
another one. this is a wierd one.
i dreamt of many words. many many words
but i can only remember one word.
spirit.
holy spirit.
water = word of God
i remembered that God told me once
no matter what situation i may face, use HIS words to
cover the situation. i have the keys to the kingdom of heaven.
that is HIS words.
holy spirit = answered prayers
God is humourous huh...can be quite frustrating at times...
when you get impatient with an answer
HE gives pieces of information and wants you to meditate on it
i am figuring out what all these means
finally i piecing it altogether....
time for bed.
another dream perhaps
